10 years ago today ...
i had a 9 month old baby
we had just woken up and i was sitting in front of the tv watching good morning america.
stacey was in the bathroom getting ready
WHEN ...
all of the sudden they cut from their story and seemed confused ...
i can almost hear diane sawyers voice as she talked -
was it a plane? a rocket?
SOMETHING had just flown in to one of the world trade center buildings.
and THEN ...
as we were watching the fire in the first tower
and trying to figure out how they were going to rescue those people
we watched a 2nd plane hit the OTHER world trade center
what was going on???
stacey had to leave for work
but i don't think i moved an inch.
we talked on and off as he drove to work -
as he drove the entire sky filled with airplanes
lining up to land at MSP because the airspace was being shutdown
THEN ...
the unthinkable happened
the first tower collapsed
at that time, the thought of a building like that collapsing because of fire
seemed to be the impossible -i just sat in shock for a second
and then quickly called stacey
and he decided to turn around and come home
i remember the second tower collapsing
i remember watching coverage for the entire day
and
i remember setting the vcr to record all day long
i remember thinking about how our lives would never be the same.
i remember that immediately there were flags EVERYWHERE
these guys stood for MANY days following 9/11 on an overpass by our house

i remember that
i instantly had a deeper appreciation for those who put their lives on the line for me -
police, firemen, military
than EVER before -
and that hasn't changed.
i know that i am SO blessed to live in the country that i do.
9/11 was tragic.
it changed us.
and now ...
it is so sad even talking with my kids about it.
it makes me sad thinking about how this has affected their world.
BUT
i hope that by remembering 9/11
and all of the emotions that surround it
we can teach our kids to see how blessed they are as well.